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Multiple choice.
Psychologist.
Q. What should I do?
A. Attempt dating other people.
(Mental answer, But I only want... HIM/HER)
B. Try having a casual friendship.
(He/She won't let that happen, it's too painful.)
C. Stay busy and keep your mind off of it.
(Ding Ding Ding)
My process took a couple steps back. I was sort of moving forward but, still had the feeling in the pit of my stomach that things were still wrong.
Now I keep having fucked thoughts that I was able to move away from previously.
Here's my mental print out of the encounter. My thoughts in the order they occurred.
-I have to get Jex to approve these people...
HOLY FUCK ARE YOU KIDDING ME? SHE'S AT MY JOB AGAIN? *heart starts racing*
-Dude, don't be a dick she's crying.
What the hell do I do? This is incredible, I asked her to stay away from where I work.
-She's just looking at you. *eyes look into yours*
*body starts moving towards her, arms extend for a hug*
*hug*
*Speak a few brief words*
*Walk away*
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck I have to focus Saturday is not an easy night.
-You'll be fine just relax and breathe.
Who was she with? Why was she walking alone or with those people?
-It doesn't matter just leave it dude.
What if... what the fuck...
-Leave it alone, focus on your job. You miss her.
She broke up with me. Fuck her. She can't appreciate me..
-Don't be mean, just relax and let it go. Breathe.
Psychologist.
Q. What should I do?
A. Attempt dating other people.
(Mental answer, But I only want... HIM/HER)
B. Try having a casual friendship.
(He/She won't let that happen, it's too painful.)
C. Stay busy and keep your mind off of it.
(Ding Ding Ding)
My process took a couple steps back. I was sort of moving forward but, still had the feeling in the pit of my stomach that things were still wrong.
Now I keep having fucked thoughts that I was able to move away from previously.
Here's my mental print out of the encounter. My thoughts in the order they occurred.
-I have to get Jex to approve these people...
HOLY FUCK ARE YOU KIDDING ME? SHE'S AT MY JOB AGAIN? *heart starts racing*
-Dude, don't be a dick she's crying.
What the hell do I do? This is incredible, I asked her to stay away from where I work.
-She's just looking at you. *eyes look into yours*
*body starts moving towards her, arms extend for a hug*
*hug*
*Speak a few brief words*
*Walk away*
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck I have to focus Saturday is not an easy night.
-You'll be fine just relax and breathe.
Who was she with? Why was she walking alone or with those people?
-It doesn't matter just leave it dude.
What if... what the fuck...
-Leave it alone, focus on your job. You miss her.
She broke up with me. Fuck her. She can't appreciate me..
-Don't be mean, just relax and let it go. Breathe.