Right Now I Just Don't Care

May 25, 2006 09:46

Jealousy.

I get jealous.

It's annoying for me.

Its annoying for the people around me.

Listen, I am jealous of some of my closest friends.

I'm even jealous of inanimate objects!

So far, my jealousy ...

Hasn't turned into hatred.

But apparently, someone hates me.

Really, I never thought any of my friends...

Could be jealous of me.

I'm not very pretty.

I'm not athletic.

I don't have any particular talent.

My job doesn't pay that well.

Heck I don't even have a car.

I do however have two legs.

And great friends.

Listen I don't even talk to you.

And you still hate me.

We are out of high school.

There are no more superlatives to fight over.

I think our mutual friends have enough time.

To see us both.

I really am getting tire of you interrupting.

You call our friends everytime you find I am with them.

It's while we are at the movies, at dinner, anywhere.

Stop.

It's annoying. It solves nothing.

Listen, I didn't plan on falling in love

With my first real boyfriend.

I didn't even think I would ever be friends with

Some of the people I am.

But now I am. And so what?

Stop trying to stop it. That controlling thing...

Remember when you said Rocky liked you

More than me.

Ya, you are doing it again.

Listen. You don't have to hate me.

You don't need to talk to me.

But why try to steal my friends?

You are moving anyway.

Do you really think that you can keep an eye

On ALL of them?

I never saw that one conversation coming.

Okay maybe I did. But not from me.

But it did. I grew up a little.

I said what everyone was thinking.

And they still are.

And you are proving them right.

I really never thought you would hate me.

Out of all my friends, you would be jealous of me.

I thought you were the top.

I am sorry if you feel like I am a threat.

I never meant to become one.

I guess, that doesn't really matter.

Well, at least there is no doubt in my mind.

You really do hate me.

After all, thats what everyone else tells me.

Next time, just talk to me.

If you really feel jealous just call me.

Don't call everyone else.

I am sure they are bored of talking about me.

I have problems. So do you.

All of our friends talk behind both of our backs.

So why should you hate me?

I think you should switch your major to politics

Or maybe business.

You have always been competitive.

Just move on now. That was a long time ago.

Put me out of your mind. Stop bringing it up.

And stop waving at me.

It's way too fake.

Just accept the fact that we don't like each other.

We are both jealous. And it's dumb.

I don't want to fight over people.

Okay, I do.

But I won't.

It's immature. It's wrong.

Just worry about your life.

Stop commentating on mine.

You aren't here. You don't even know who I am.

So maybe you don't the whole story.

Maybe I don't either.

I do know that I hate getting interrupted

By your drunk phone calls.

Don't call me with Brandon anymore.

Don't come to my house with Anthony and Danielle.

Donald doesn't like it either.

Try to ignore me.

I really don't care to hear about you.

I don't hate you. I guess I love you.

I just really don't like you.
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