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Merry Christmas.
3am bright and early I decided to have a mental collapse. This included crying in donald's pillow, staring blankly at the wall for 30 minutes in the dark, and contemplating leaving my boyfriend because he wants to save me from my life. So maybe I need to go to a spa. Maybe a vacation would help me. Anyways Donald calmed down...well thats after he slammed some doors, yelled at me, and shut me in his room for a half and hour...Maybe I need a job. One I could find some friends, two I would keep myself somewhat busy, three I could take the money to buy time with a shrink. So mom thinks that I have attention problems...I don't know if that is it or if I have anxiety problems...Either way I need to figuire it out because I don't like feeling anxious before class every morning. So I feel better today. I have become addicted to the internet...I even did some shopping today at randomshirts.com
Merry Christmas.
3am bright and early I decided to have a mental collapse. This included crying in donald's pillow, staring blankly at the wall for 30 minutes in the dark, and contemplating leaving my boyfriend because he wants to save me from my life. So maybe I need to go to a spa. Maybe a vacation would help me. Anyways Donald calmed down...well thats after he slammed some doors, yelled at me, and shut me in his room for a half and hour...Maybe I need a job. One I could find some friends, two I would keep myself somewhat busy, three I could take the money to buy time with a shrink. So mom thinks that I have attention problems...I don't know if that is it or if I have anxiety problems...Either way I need to figuire it out because I don't like feeling anxious before class every morning. So I feel better today. I have become addicted to the internet...I even did some shopping today at randomshirts.com