Dec 19, 2005 17:24
So I think that my life is pure chaos.
No car.
No home.
No money.
No license.
No stability.------> BRITTANY'S Life Now
No classes.
No happy.
No good.
No job.
Life is a mess.
Donald is my rock.
I need to find a church.
I can either clean hotel rooms or waitress...which one has more money in it?
MVNU is stupid and hasn't sent CSCC my transcripts so right now I can't go to college...thanks you freaking losers!
Life with mom and dad is horrible. So I moved out. Well actually...
I moved cause my room is too small for a desk...
But mom and dad are killing me...
Besides that they are getting poorer by the day...
Dad lost his job.
Mom took my car away because she got rid of hers.
They might move.
I guess I feel like I am hopeless...that is what bothers me the most I guess...
Mom and dad need my money. I need my transcripts. No one will hire me. I have bills to pay and now no money.
Looks like me and D will never get married...
I feel like a bum.
Where in the world did I go wrong?!
Nothing seems to satisfy me.
Everything good is temporary.
At least I have Donald. and Nana...
Dear Santa...or Jesus...whoever can save me...all I want for Christmas is to find the solution to this mess. I wanted a vacation but I know that it won't change this permanently...but a nice day at the beach does sound good.