Oct 18, 2005 15:27
how constant how divine...
i can't wait.
i love my life with Donlad. He makes me so happy. I want to make him happy. He is my best friend and my hero. He saves me from myself. I think God had him for me. I really can't imagine a future w/o Donald. Friday...no Saturday...no wait...well anyways...one of those days me and D went to Easton and I was thinking. So this is the man I am thinking about spending the rest of my Fridays with. Hmmm...We went to Crate and Barrel and then to Macy's and looked around. I don't want to get my hopes up. Why does this seem to be to wonderful. There is no way I can be this happy here on earth. Could God really want me to be happy? I've been thinking of what is most important in my life... God. He wins it all. He is my friend, my salvation, my reason for loving people, my life. Next I have the people in my life. My family means so much to me. They know me. I know them. They love me so much. Then there is my roomy...boy is she a trip! I find myself turning into her...I clean! Then there are the Erins and Malaris in my life who make me want to be happy and have fun. They are there for me when I am at my worst and always have the best ways of cheering me up. They may make me upset but I know they are some of the best people in the world and never have bad intentions. Now lets see who else... Meghne. Awww Meghen. My friend till the end. The girl who bought me the best pillows ever for my birthday! She cares for everyone. Ya sometimes she doesnt get all her work done and ya she gets upset every once in a while but in general...my favorite person! Hmm...then ther is Scott and Durr who make college fun. I love eating w/ boys. It never gets boring. And when I need to complain to someone Scott is always in the car ready for some fast food! I have these new people from college too...my floor is the best...for real. I love all the girls on my floor! Second South Pioneer is my home away from my home...wherevr ever that home may be...Then there is Brandon. Far away getting the education that I dreamed of, living in the city, and being completly independent...he knows me insode and out. I miss him. He isnt someone too easy to forget. The word genuine comes to mind when I think about him. Now on to my next important person...Donald. I make it thorugh each week because I know that he will be there Friday at 4:30 when I get home. He will take me to wendy's get me a jr. hamburger and then let me fall asleep at his house while he gets ready. I know that we will go to easton at leats 6 times in one weekend. We almost always eat out 5 times...maybe even more. I know that he will put up with my family and even those trips to gip and pap's just so he can watch me on tape when I was 6. I know that he will be okay with the fact that I didn't have the 40 minutes to do my hair before I came in to town. I know that he wll spend over half of his pay check on me. I even know that secretly he thinks that I just might be crazY. He will dress up nicely Saturday night because he knows that I put on some earrings and a skirt. He will take me to see the new chick flick even though he misses out on the new action movie. I know that he appreciates me and respects me more than what I could have ever thought a man could. He tells me about our future and how much he wants to spend forever with me. I change his radio station to country and he doesn't care anymore. He even lets me listen to cds way too many times to count. Then he will make up new versions of the songs so that we can sing them about each other. He even goes to blockbuster and picks out movies that we never end up watching. Then Sunday night he will drive me 45 minutes away just to watch me leave for college. He stays up till 2 until I can call him and let him know that I am home. He goes to clas and calls me after work. He prays at every meal wit me and for us. He does devotions every night with me...even if I say that I am too tired. He makes me want to be better. I love him. I always think...is this temporary or is this permanent...He is def. permanent so if you ask me why I go home every weekend or why I waste my nights in my dorm on the phonw now you know. He is more important to me then the trips to soccer games or whatever could be on tv. He is even more important to me then my Psych class...I love him and I thank God that He put Donald into my life...Okay I am done with my book...