wow i wonder who you were talking about? Im starting to wonder why people think i read their journal things...the "online confrontation" is a little childish but yet so flattering...well i forgave you a long time ago but i really dont understand why you forgive me if that even pertains to me...and the only thing that broke up relationships in the first place is the fact that you get close to someone and try to change then but the people that you yelled at and told them their problems are actually the least changeable people because overall they are happy with themselves! in a nutshell your insecurities are coming out not the box opening. Also i heard that i was supposed to come back and reconcile with you so you say, but i really wasnt the one who hurt people on purpose...i also have never had someone trash my character as bad as you did...but im not bitter...ive just been hurt enough by so called best freinds that i do alot for! well maybe i dont because i am so manipulative and selfish...yes i do remember everything that you said to me but i forgave you a long time ago, well about a year ago but i have learned through all the hurt from family and friends that i have gone through that it is possible to hide your feelings but i also have realized that when youve gone through so much and you cant hold any more, that you always explode at the last person you ever wanted to...so yeah good times thanx for thinking of us...its flattering but i do have a phone...and you knew Brandon would read it and maybe you were hoping he would tell me or maybe you didnt want me to see? well your lucky, he told me!!oh yeah just incase you forgot my number or something you can get it form :Meghen,Brandon and pretty much half of your freinds! -Guess Who?
i think that you maybe misunderstood the point i was trying to make. i understand that i am insecure and i realize that is really why i said alot of those things to you-i came in there with the wrongs intentions, said the wrong things, and was pretty much mad at someone that i probablly shouldnt have been mad at. i still think that i would want to tell you some of the same things today as i did then. so you aren't changeable but someone had to tell you when you had crossed the line...if that meant no more me and you as friends...okay. i think you did hurt me and other people and i just thought you should know that.im gonna stand by that. whether you would or will change i would still tell you that i thought the way you treated (and still do) treat people was crappy. i didnt think that telling you that you hurt other people was going to come across as changing you. i didnt ask you to change everything about yourself. i still think you are a great person. i just didnt like it that you would sometimes cross the line. i know you think internet stuff is childish but w/e. i didnt think a phone call would be welcome. i wanted to make things right before i went away for college. so maybe i will call you.
Im a little confused on how i treat people? Im not really sure if youre the only one with enough balls to tell me that im a bad freind or i treat people bad but yeah alot of your freinds treat people bad...but i may do it to some peoples faces and alot of the people you hang out with do it behind the back...I really dont understand how i treated you bad? The only freind that i know i have taken advantage of and somewhat treated bad was Meghen...and that all came out...and we're totally fine...and we will prolly be freinds for a really long time...like people say theres always those friends that will work through anything to keep you as a freind(i.e. Meghen)and then theres people that would rather just drop you.I think thats fine that you still would say the same thing to me but the new fact is that you really dont know me at all anymore so your accusations and comments would be out of thin air and not off of proof anymore because the only fact that you are going off of is that i never came crawling back to a person who "purposely hurt" me. And its not the fact that your call is not welcome its the fact that youre scared to call. theres also no reason to be scared...like im going to do something i never did anything so far... and you are the one that this is eating up at...not me i forgave and was fine because truthfully i know that i do have problems...and i know that i need help...but the way that you went about and are going about things...are fuel and the last thing that i need... but im sorry if you thing that im a person that you needto walk on eggshells around...but i have somewhat changed and i realize my problems just as you realize your insecurities...yet its still there! so im dealing hopefully you are too... but you didnt stick around to see or at least come back!
i dont think that you treated me as bad as i made it out to be last summer. and most of my friends do treat people badly behind their backs. alot of the stuff they do is more hurtful then the things you did. and yes i thought you hurt meghen but im glad to hear that you have worked that out and you guys are fine. when she told me i asked her if i should try to make things better w/ you and she said give it a shot. i thought it was my responsibility since it was me who made the whole thing explode anyways...and ya i am scared to call you. i dont thik you would say anything mean i just think it would be awkward. and now that you said that its not that it wouldnt be welcomed i wouldnt feel as scared to call...and ya i am sorry that i didnt stick around to see you change and that is why i wanted things to be right between us. i know everybody has their own problems and issues and i know that it was crappy for me to call you out on yours and drop you. and you are right i really dont know you at all anymore so i cant say whether you have changed or not. well im dealing w/ my problems im sure you are dealing w/ yours...and im sorry that i didnt just accept you for all of you.
ok well im glad you some what got your closure if you did...if not your welcome to call me and see if you can get closure...well i hope all is wel with you and you and donald! but please the last thing i need you to do is ruin my character with other people so please could you not go talking to other people about me when you dont have a valid opinion?
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