i had a good talk...
yep... i sure did... it made me feel a little sad but really good at the same time... i thought that i was going to cry a few times, but i held them back... i just think that its time to start making the changes in life... and i have slowly been working on them... so that makes me happy, but alas there are other changes, physical changes, that i want/NEED to make...
i have this big deal with who i am right now... i want to pin that person down and i think i'm doing a good job at times, but there are the other times when i'm just lying to myself and i end up doing all that i can just to make it another step...
at times(all the time to be exact) i like it when people are honest with me... no matter how much it could hurt or how good it could be i still just want people to be honest with me, and i think that a lot of people are not being as honest as they could be... but that's life i guess... you've got to roll with the punches and do whatever it takes to be happy even if sometimes it seems like all hope is lost...
but everything will be okay... because every once in a while you have a that talk with someone that just inspires you and drains you but still leaves you refreshed, and that makes things just fine and dandy...
that reminds me that i need to call david sundheim... he makes me feel amazing all the time... for me he is just one of those people... the ones that no matter what happens they'll be there... he's a good man
i have this big deal with who i am right now... i want to pin that person down and i think i'm doing a good job at times, but there are the other times when i'm just lying to myself and i end up doing all that i can just to make it another step...
at times(all the time to be exact) i like it when people are honest with me... no matter how much it could hurt or how good it could be i still just want people to be honest with me, and i think that a lot of people are not being as honest as they could be... but that's life i guess... you've got to roll with the punches and do whatever it takes to be happy even if sometimes it seems like all hope is lost...
but everything will be okay... because every once in a while you have a that talk with someone that just inspires you and drains you but still leaves you refreshed, and that makes things just fine and dandy...
that reminds me that i need to call david sundheim... he makes me feel amazing all the time... for me he is just one of those people... the ones that no matter what happens they'll be there... he's a good man