OPEN // i remember when, i remember i remember when i lost my mind
Who: Sasuke and YOU. Yes, that's right, you too can suffer through a blind man's craziness for only 4 easy payments of 9.99
What: I canon updated!!! Also he is back I guess.
When: Earlier today!
Where: He is skulking about in corridors mostly but wherever you want. He's blind he gets lost easy.
Warnings: A very deeply damaged individual goes off the deep end. So basically Sasuke is even more violent and prone to emotional outbursts!!! :D
[so maybe there's something to be said about time healing all wounds-- it certainly had felt this way back during the nearly two years he'd spent on board the ship. Maybe not healing fully, but at least scarring.
It's funny now, how close he'd come to forgetting. How every single time he tries to think of an alternative, starts to reconsider-- something comes along to smack him in the face with a reminder.
The truth was so much more than what he'd known, so much worse. All this time, he had been so ignorant. But he knows better, now.
Sasuke can feel the power of Itachi's eyes pulsing within his veins as he lets his fingers trail the walls of paths he used to know so well. It's been so long, but then again not long at all. He's trying to reconcile so many memories and feelings inside himself, he feels disjointed. Disconnected.
That he can't see for shit helps with that whole feeling. Surrounded by darkness, like he'd told himself he'd be, but this darkness is temporary. How long, though-- he has no idea. He doesn't know anything at all.
The only thing he's really feeling right now, beneath a slight bubble of hysteria he's denying exists, is-- humor. He's been the punchline for so long, it's only adequate that he's the one laughing now. He gets it now. Gets the lies and the bullshit and the truth, the only solid truth.
Everyone deserves to die, and Sasuke has never been so sure of it until now.]
What: I canon updated!!! Also he is back I guess.
When: Earlier today!
Where: He is skulking about in corridors mostly but wherever you want. He's blind he gets lost easy.
Warnings: A very deeply damaged individual goes off the deep end. So basically Sasuke is even more violent and prone to emotional outbursts!!! :D
[so maybe there's something to be said about time healing all wounds-- it certainly had felt this way back during the nearly two years he'd spent on board the ship. Maybe not healing fully, but at least scarring.
It's funny now, how close he'd come to forgetting. How every single time he tries to think of an alternative, starts to reconsider-- something comes along to smack him in the face with a reminder.
The truth was so much more than what he'd known, so much worse. All this time, he had been so ignorant. But he knows better, now.
Sasuke can feel the power of Itachi's eyes pulsing within his veins as he lets his fingers trail the walls of paths he used to know so well. It's been so long, but then again not long at all. He's trying to reconcile so many memories and feelings inside himself, he feels disjointed. Disconnected.
That he can't see for shit helps with that whole feeling. Surrounded by darkness, like he'd told himself he'd be, but this darkness is temporary. How long, though-- he has no idea. He doesn't know anything at all.
The only thing he's really feeling right now, beneath a slight bubble of hysteria he's denying exists, is-- humor. He's been the punchline for so long, it's only adequate that he's the one laughing now. He gets it now. Gets the lies and the bullshit and the truth, the only solid truth.
Everyone deserves to die, and Sasuke has never been so sure of it until now.]