Jun 11, 2007 22:04
people today have been such wonderful bastards. Honestly I feel like not talking to half of them, just...ugh. To think they've double crossed me and still wanted to be my friend, wanted me to hold their hand. I'm so sick of being tired. I'm fairly sure this is all just a back-lash of the last day of school, and honestly I could care less if it's because of that. That girl needed someone to put her in her place. But then...oh, she still ditched me for a quick fuck. I'm much obliged to know how much I am worth. Fuck it, I'm gonna dedicate this summer for feeling good about myself. And wonderful music. I have this outfit planned out, it's going to be amazing. I may wear it to Jesse concert. With the viking hat.
Someone said Caleb liked me, I called them a liar. I don't feel too bad about it, but I feel kinda sorry for myself. When I go to the beach, fuck, I'm gonna find some-one. But first I have to find someone to go to the beach with. Summer friends, please. Baltimore this weekend, I'm very happy for this. Plus, Owen comin to tooown.