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I went to Canada, on a whim, about.... two weeks ago? I may say that it was probably the best two days of the past two months. Actually... it was the past two weeks have blown the past two years out of the water.
I'm happy. I'm not going to deny it, because I won't sit around and think that I need something or someone to do this to me. I won't tell you that either. Although, it was a help.
I haven't seen chelsey in what seems like forever. And that is partially because I haven't really had any cash. And without money I don't have a car. But I get paid friday. And then I pay bills. It will be okay. All of it.
fuck it. everything is good. I'm in such a stupid fucking happy mood. and loving every single second of it.
I'm letting things pan out as they have been, and realising that it's better to let the chips fall where they may, instead of trying to catch them or place them in the perfect spot. that really isn't a perfect spot.
Whatever..whatever.... "thank whatever for you."
I won't try and explain, it really doesn't matter. It just... it's just happening. and i liiiiike it.
I like it a lot.
I'm happy. I'm not going to deny it, because I won't sit around and think that I need something or someone to do this to me. I won't tell you that either. Although, it was a help.
I haven't seen chelsey in what seems like forever. And that is partially because I haven't really had any cash. And without money I don't have a car. But I get paid friday. And then I pay bills. It will be okay. All of it.
fuck it. everything is good. I'm in such a stupid fucking happy mood. and loving every single second of it.
I'm letting things pan out as they have been, and realising that it's better to let the chips fall where they may, instead of trying to catch them or place them in the perfect spot. that really isn't a perfect spot.
Whatever..whatever.... "thank whatever for you."
I won't try and explain, it really doesn't matter. It just... it's just happening. and i liiiiike it.
I like it a lot.