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i think i'm having a panic attack.
i don't like this anymore.
there is so much i need to do.
and i'm so behind already.
because of my fucking academic advisor not telling me certain KEY THINGS to being a instrumental music major.
FUCK.
and my foot is really killing me today.
i think it's because of the weather.
i hope it's because of the weather.
i've also been feeling really shitty lately.
like in a sick way.
this is no fun.
i want to curl up and die.
sometimes i really hate this.
i wish things were better.
at least in one form.
either that i wasn't sick.
or broken.
or behind.
but all three together leads me here.
with my fucking panic attack.
my freakout moment.
shit!