ugh..........
I go through these weird phases where i like college. and other times where i absolutely can't stand it.
this is one of those 'hating' times.
i feel like crying.
not because i'm homesick.
i just hate being crippled within the first week.
no one wants to be my friend because i'm slow.
i got ditched at lunch.
because i'm slow.
and no one talks to me.
i try to make friends.
but i'm shy.
i sit alone a lot.
because everyone wants to hang out with alex and not me.
because i'm tired a lot, during the times when people hang out.
becuase of the vicodin.
becaues i'm a cripple.
and crippled people are a hassle.
it's true.
i don't like this anymore.
i want to switch out of calc 2. to calc 1. but who knows how long that will take.
i sent an email to my academic advisor.
so hopefully that should make life a little easier.
but then I have to switch my books.
and i'm not going anywhere near that bookstore again.
fucking curb.
even meaghan tripped on the curb she told me.
they should really do something about that.
i want someone to take care of me.