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so lately i've been kind of worried that all the friendships i've worked so hard to maintain all through high school are slowly disintegrating in front of my eyes. it's not intentional by any means, and i know that i play as big a part in the downfall as anyone else. we're all just so damn busy with work and with other things that it is so difficult to coincide schedules and get together for half an hour. mckenzie is gone. jon is gone. i miss these kids more than they probably realize, and i'm just so afraid that in college it's going to get harder and harder to keep in touch. actually, i know it will be. i know we're all incredibly willing to keep our friendships strong and forever, because we truly are best friends. but will we be able to do so? gosh. i hate how the future is so unknown. anyhow, i'm glad to say i've been keeping in touch with jon via emails and random phone calls. i'm glad to say that mckenzie called me (ps i'm so proud of her because we all know how much she despises phones) AND that i was there to answer the phone (ps i'm proud of myself because we all know how much i never answer my phone). and we talked for over HALF AN HOUR (ps i'm proud of both of us) and it was just good to catch up. even though she's only been gone for almost 2 weeks, it feels like forever. ANYHOW, i had a couple of people over last night for an impromptu movie night, which ended up being THE GOONIES (woot). connie fell asleep, which is fine and was cute, since she's so busy at work and is just now adjusting to life back in los eeuu. but it was just a fun time of sitting around, watching a movie, and laughing. i know things won't ever be as they once were, as sad as that is, simply because of proximity and such. but there is definitely a number of people with which i never want to lose touch. bottom line, i love yall. my friendships are relatively sound. and all is good. yaaaaaaaay.