A realization part 1
There are a few times in everyone's life when they change their ideals and their inhibitions. A time when they resort their priorities and realize that what they thought was once important, now isn't so much. I think I have arrived at one of these moments in the past few months.
On the love aspect of life, I could not be happier. I have found someone who will put up with my little quriks, and who doesn't care about what I wear, how cute my glasses are, or the fact that I wear the same shoes all the time, or the idea that I have to wear hoodies because I'm cold. Someone who I dont feel I have to work really hard to keep, because I know that she's happy with whatever I do for her, and I know she'd do the same for me. Everything is just the way I want it to be. I love you Jessica : )
On the personal side, I've made a few realizations. I shouldn't hide who I am or what I do, because that isn't fair to myself. I practice psionics (psychic activities). If you have a problem with it, that's fine, but don't ridicule me for it, because I will just see you as an intolerant fool.
I have neglected my psychic practice over the past while, and I need to pick up again. I am placing myself on a hard, strict training regemine to get me back in shape for any events to come. I will take PsiOnline to a new level of excellence, and give my community a new and fresh perspective. Something they can really use.
I have also realized that some people dont learn. Events that happen that I would used to care about, no longer bother me. I have realized that some people do not learn from their mistakes. Instead, they continue to be selfish, and refuse to take blame for their own actions. They blame others, innocent others, instead. I no longer care about their "suffering" or about how such a terrible act was done upon them, simply because the act wasn't that terrible. People need to come to face that they need to step back and take a serious look at how they run their lives. Get rid of the selfishness and self pitty, appologize for your gross mistakes and betrayals. Appologize to the friends whom you've shuned out and wronged, before they leave you for good. It isn't too late to get over yourself, realize your mistakes, and change your ways.
I will be moving on with my life soon. Albion College is calling, and a new chapter will begin next August. I would like to start wrapping up this chapter of my life knowing that I said all I wanted to say. Yes, specific people and events were in mind when this post was made, and you may or may not like the comments. Each man or woman to themselves I suppose. I just hope we can all realize that we need to make changes. I know I have.
This is only part one of my revelation about my life. There will be more to come.
~ Jake
On the love aspect of life, I could not be happier. I have found someone who will put up with my little quriks, and who doesn't care about what I wear, how cute my glasses are, or the fact that I wear the same shoes all the time, or the idea that I have to wear hoodies because I'm cold. Someone who I dont feel I have to work really hard to keep, because I know that she's happy with whatever I do for her, and I know she'd do the same for me. Everything is just the way I want it to be. I love you Jessica : )
On the personal side, I've made a few realizations. I shouldn't hide who I am or what I do, because that isn't fair to myself. I practice psionics (psychic activities). If you have a problem with it, that's fine, but don't ridicule me for it, because I will just see you as an intolerant fool.
I have neglected my psychic practice over the past while, and I need to pick up again. I am placing myself on a hard, strict training regemine to get me back in shape for any events to come. I will take PsiOnline to a new level of excellence, and give my community a new and fresh perspective. Something they can really use.
I have also realized that some people dont learn. Events that happen that I would used to care about, no longer bother me. I have realized that some people do not learn from their mistakes. Instead, they continue to be selfish, and refuse to take blame for their own actions. They blame others, innocent others, instead. I no longer care about their "suffering" or about how such a terrible act was done upon them, simply because the act wasn't that terrible. People need to come to face that they need to step back and take a serious look at how they run their lives. Get rid of the selfishness and self pitty, appologize for your gross mistakes and betrayals. Appologize to the friends whom you've shuned out and wronged, before they leave you for good. It isn't too late to get over yourself, realize your mistakes, and change your ways.
I will be moving on with my life soon. Albion College is calling, and a new chapter will begin next August. I would like to start wrapping up this chapter of my life knowing that I said all I wanted to say. Yes, specific people and events were in mind when this post was made, and you may or may not like the comments. Each man or woman to themselves I suppose. I just hope we can all realize that we need to make changes. I know I have.
This is only part one of my revelation about my life. There will be more to come.
~ Jake