hell
hey every one this has been the hardest couples months of my life. It all started when i found out my parents were having problems..i had no idea. Then the thing that has sucked the worst many of you may or may have not known that i was in love with jenny lucas. she made me so happy she'll never realize it. i have a hard time showing how i am really feeling inside. I tried chaning this for her but i always end up hurting because my ignorance. Now she goes off to school and she has all this friends who she thinks care about her. But i just hope she remembers what happened she met a group of friends she thought cared about her. She says she never sees anything getting better for us. At the same time she never saw how i tried changing for her and how she was also hurting me. But i because i loved her so much it didn't matter how she hurt me. I just wish all of this shit would end. I hate being miserable.oh yeh i still do love you