2006 was the Ford Tempo of years
well i was going to go to the bar tonight. but instead i'm sitting here reflecting on the previous year. Well where do i start...i suppose the beginning of the year? Well about this time last year i was chasing a girl that would pretty much control my mood for the next 5 or 6 months. Yeh about that.....i was an idiot. I thought i found love again but then again i dont know if i know what love is yet or not. needless to say you could probably read in my previous entries that i was an emo bitch when i was involved with Meggie. But oh well thats in the past and i'm glad we have gone our separate ways. as far as the semester went it was interesting thats damn for sure. it went by way too fast. and now i'm counting the days until break is over with. as for the new year...i have no idea whats in store for me. on new years i made the resolution to not get a girlfriend, i see way too many guys become whipped by their girlfriends and i never want to put myself in that situation. so maybe if i find a girl that fits into the 1% of girls that isn't needy and actually just chill and not annoying, i might think about dating someone but ha i have to wish myself luck on that one. as far as other things i think i need to actually take a step back and figure out who i am and what i want to do with my life. i dont mean to sound full of myself but i think i'm a pretty talented person and i have a lot of options i think thats why i am never completely satisfied with things, i guess i feel like i can do so much more or something. anything beats working at a dead end job as a screen printer at a tshirt place. as for my friends same ole thing getting drunk as hell and living every minute of it. as far as family goes...family isn't about whos blood you have its about who you care about. i feel like that is one of the truest statements i've ever heard and its from south park. There is my actual family that i care about, but then again i think i have found some friends that are like family to me, cause i'd do just about anything for them. so in closing lets go 2007, i survived 2005 and 2006 there's not much left that could phase me. as always peace,love, and peoria.