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This is fucked what a year this has been first thing fist that happened me and spaz broke up then like clock work more shit came around the corner i don't remember dates very well to cuz of my disability's. But back to the drama filled exsiting episodes : Ok so i moved into liz house one person i thought i could trust i thought she would never do anything to hurt me but she did several times it first started out when me and ben broke up and then when we were gona start the just seeing eachother thing but not living together i was all up for but liz said lots of crap about that so i not thinking before i reacted told ben this was not gona work then liz tried hooking me and jim togeather were i was unsure of in the first place but here nore there things happened with jim and i and thought it was going well but jim informs me that he is getting back to gether with ashely and what can i say to that nothing really i have to act like i am happy about this becouse i don't want to lose a friend but anyway s i also did not want to be alone all i was afraid of happened all at once and its tearing me apart i loved and lost both people i cared about well ben has been really awsome in helping me but i feel bad to cuz i feel like i am interfearing were i shouldent maybe that is me being me, well anyways to make things short liz kicked jim out for stupid shit then two weeks latter she kicked me and one of my friends out by forse .so it took me a couple days to find a place to lay my head thanks to all thats helping me spaz his girl mouse and jim thanks......