Savor every moment

Jun 17, 2005 21:38


umm, I havn't written here forever and I don't know if anyone will even read it =/ thats okay it's supposed to be for me anyway.. right?

Well this summer has kind of blown ( don't know if thats a word, :)) Agh I keep making spelling mistakes and having to go back and fix them, but guess what, I don't care! It's just a stupid online blog thing anyway. Whatever. Thats how I have been feeling lately, gah whatever! and people can always tell too, I wish my face weren't so... so freakin expressive. "rachael whats wrong?" I don't really know. I kind of want to go somewhere, like a roadtrip perhaps. I WANT TO SEE TEXAS. maybe just get out of the house away from my mom and grandma and their crazy demands. Thanks for being appreciative you guys. Also the fact that my pictures are going to take 5 DAYS to get developed! yet I stiull have to pay for the one hour.. that doesn't see fair somehow. This is where someone should say- "well, life's not always fair Rachael" Screw them.

Well the best night of this summer was the random, playing at the park lke little kids :) Then the "tag" (aka- hide-n-seek) then getting yelled at by the douchebags which we call neighbors. Then some arm wrestling, haha Twin vs. twin!!

Also our walk to the market place. And our cool summer movies, mr & ms smith, AND sisterhood of the traveling pants otherwise known as The tale of the flying crazy pants.. or whatever Mike called it :). RAMON WHY CAN'T YOU BE BACK TODAY! I missssssss youuu. Thats heccka selfish though, I hope yer grandpa is getting better.

OH DANG. And the CD's that I made for Jaquita haahah - Quita's lovesongs.  Hot 80's mix part 1. 80's mixeroo part deux. Hot rap yo! Lol I dont know if those are right but it was good nonethe less. also about 7 hours of pure HOTNESS. represnt Hhahahaah ;D

I'm getting Baptised on Sunday. I'm excited and kind of, afraid, nervous, skeptical, I can't really tell.  And yeeaah Ramonie is comig with. I also have a swim meet tomorrow. I HATE BEING FAT. ... Don't you ever kind of feel like you will never find someone. Like a person that will love you for you and not because of what you look like.  I don't want to be alone forever.  And I'm not trying to be all deep and sentimental or whatnot, I just hate that teenage boys are extremely shallow. And Jessica, KYLE is a rude skank and he deserves a kick in the nads! If he is even lucky enough to have you speak to him, he shouldn't take advantage of that.  Dang guy are ruthless.  "let's just have a physical relationship" HAHAHAHAHA what kind of HO-bag is going to fall for that crapola. I'm going to find an older guy, who isnt a complete idiot, and will sort of look past the fact that I have a huge butt. (marissa - the BG) ;D

um, I'm in the mood for some pictures how about you? yes siree



This picture is so funny, you know that whatever we're laughing at.. is so friggen hilarious :)



Yumm.. Mr. Carson... He's so ORGANIC



I'm such a smoker. dang.



Reunited and it feels so good.



Whoa Brenda what a cutie!



Yummm.. a hottie with some greasy hair! *whistle* OW ow!

I WANT TO GO TO WESPORT MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER KNOW! =( sigh. I kow it's not really up to you guys. And it would be so great to get out of the house.. perhaps to actually have a bed for a few weeks.. :) haha *guilt trip* I <3 you guys. hurry back Shell.. I knwo Nevada is only worse than here.. yuck. Bye bye

-Rachael



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