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I'm so tired right now, but sleeping is just a funk
So far planning for New York has been fun. Sarah and I looked at some Apartments today online, its lookin' good. We want to probably stay in the summer before senior year (why not?!) and maybe if the term goes really well we can get an internship. It really is possible..There are some intense artists & critics that will be visiting and critiquing our work, and we're going to have a pretty banging' faculty. It could happen...
I'm pretty sure the book Art and Fear saved my life. I was getting pretty low and pretty self destructive over some pretty ordinary issues, which wasn't so pretty (pretty much). There was a lot of laying in bed and bashing. But I think its cool now, I don't even know how I slipped that far. It was like a switch..
My teacher said some nice things to me the other day, it was very reassuring. It's the little things..yanno?