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I'd go for none, and all of the above.
I wish I could have you all understand the paradox that I live in.
Sometimes it's just strangely overwhelming, and it seems odd to become eager in any direction, and nothing short of safe to be complacent.
I am unsure, though I am functioning fine.
It's just difficult knowing my own desires, really difficult, and not just LJ difficult, truly difficult.
I really can't tell,
but I know either way it goes no where,
and I can really see a future ahead without change,
Yet that doesn't totally scare me.
It's just odd.
It's just nature.
I wish I could have you all understand the paradox that I live in.
Sometimes it's just strangely overwhelming, and it seems odd to become eager in any direction, and nothing short of safe to be complacent.
I am unsure, though I am functioning fine.
It's just difficult knowing my own desires, really difficult, and not just LJ difficult, truly difficult.
I really can't tell,
but I know either way it goes no where,
and I can really see a future ahead without change,
Yet that doesn't totally scare me.
It's just odd.
It's just nature.