wrong past
It was not easy to resolve to wear a headscarf. not as easy as i though, many responsibilities that have to be paid to keep the hijab itself. i realized that not only the intentions of the heart it takes to wear them.
and actually i was not one of those lucky woman. i wear a headscarf in the year 2009 precisely by April. But in fact, during the time span a lot of responsibility in wearing the hijab that ignoring. Which eventually causes the heart cry of guilt and who always say that i'm just a woman "hypocrite" grrrr....>__<
i'm not a person who has the disorder in terms of cleanliness, but i am most uncomfortable when to use a tangled veil, so if i have to go somewhere at the time there was not neat, so i will not use the hijab and go ahead .Finally shouts over the guilt continues.
And for the near of time, i plan to remove the headscarf and start from scratch again, if indeed the time is right, heart, intention, determination and faith have no doubt, so when it's time i will clothes that are sacred. I wish that time coming fast 0_0