Coming and going
I can sense the opportunities coming my way.
I'm getting busier and busier, with photos, with walking, with organizing, with making new friends....
So of course, the job will be coming along at any moment to make my time restricted. But this has been good.
When I'm not keeping myself busy, I've been calming my mind. I've been taking some very deep trips into places I haven't been to for a long time. Inward journeys usually don't get so much time. I haven't had this kind of spiritual check up and overhaul since I was in college. It feels good.
I've had gut check moments before. Being pushed against the wall where all I could do was go %100 or be left to die and loose everything. I'm very glad I made it though those wars and turmoil. But this isn't a war. This isn't a fight. This is a reclamation.
I'm getting back to myself. And when I find myself in the center, I'm not going to let myself drift so far away ever again.
I'm getting busier and busier, with photos, with walking, with organizing, with making new friends....
So of course, the job will be coming along at any moment to make my time restricted. But this has been good.
When I'm not keeping myself busy, I've been calming my mind. I've been taking some very deep trips into places I haven't been to for a long time. Inward journeys usually don't get so much time. I haven't had this kind of spiritual check up and overhaul since I was in college. It feels good.
I've had gut check moments before. Being pushed against the wall where all I could do was go %100 or be left to die and loose everything. I'm very glad I made it though those wars and turmoil. But this isn't a war. This isn't a fight. This is a reclamation.
I'm getting back to myself. And when I find myself in the center, I'm not going to let myself drift so far away ever again.