bbb rec post #2
Wop wop here I am again already! But we got so many good fics so fast and my brain just can't handle it. (I'll try to make the 3rd post a bit later though)
Recognize Myself by hector_rashbaum
(R; 21,482 words)
Jon Walker came out as transsexual when he was thirteen years old, and has spent every day of his life since then building walls and perfecting his sense of denial and doing everything in his power to forget he was every anyone but Jon. Over a decade, he's gotten pretty good at it.
Unfortunately, denial can only go so far, and when Jon ends up in a situation he can't get through with his usual coping mechanisms, he starts pushing not to forget who he was, but accept who he is.
→ Make sure to read the warnings beforehand, just so you know what you're getting into. Hopefully they won't scare you away though because this fic is seriously amazing and definitely the best trans-fic I've ever read. It's honest and Jon&Ryan's relationship is just so them and beautiful and perfect and the characterization is spot-on and just ♥.
It may seem tough to read or not meant for everyone but I promise you won't regret it.
Silver Screen Romance by sowrongitsbec
(NC-17; 39,500 words)
When you're one of Hollywood's most sought after young actors, what could possibly be wrong with your life? Spencer Smith has the world at his feet. He has two of the greatest friends and he's strangely popular considering the movies he has listed on his resume, but his life isn't that wonderful-especially when the whole world thinks he's gay. He doesn't let it bother him until he meets his new female co-star, Brendon Urie, who is also under the impression that Spencer's gay. It complicates things when he develops feelings and falls in love with her. He can't tell her the truth with the risk of being shunned by Hollywood, so Spencer tries to go about his life, being her friend, but it's not enough. He wants more. He's just not so sure how to go about getting her when he's supposed to be dating his best friend and she's very much taken. Trying to convince Brendon of the truth will be Spencer's toughest role yet.
→ This is another one with them as a background pairing but they're just so cute. Ah the things fake relationships can do to you :D
Recognize Myself by hector_rashbaum
(R; 21,482 words)
Jon Walker came out as transsexual when he was thirteen years old, and has spent every day of his life since then building walls and perfecting his sense of denial and doing everything in his power to forget he was every anyone but Jon. Over a decade, he's gotten pretty good at it.
Unfortunately, denial can only go so far, and when Jon ends up in a situation he can't get through with his usual coping mechanisms, he starts pushing not to forget who he was, but accept who he is.
→ Make sure to read the warnings beforehand, just so you know what you're getting into. Hopefully they won't scare you away though because this fic is seriously amazing and definitely the best trans-fic I've ever read. It's honest and Jon&Ryan's relationship is just so them and beautiful and perfect and the characterization is spot-on and just ♥.
It may seem tough to read or not meant for everyone but I promise you won't regret it.
Silver Screen Romance by sowrongitsbec
(NC-17; 39,500 words)
When you're one of Hollywood's most sought after young actors, what could possibly be wrong with your life? Spencer Smith has the world at his feet. He has two of the greatest friends and he's strangely popular considering the movies he has listed on his resume, but his life isn't that wonderful-especially when the whole world thinks he's gay. He doesn't let it bother him until he meets his new female co-star, Brendon Urie, who is also under the impression that Spencer's gay. It complicates things when he develops feelings and falls in love with her. He can't tell her the truth with the risk of being shunned by Hollywood, so Spencer tries to go about his life, being her friend, but it's not enough. He wants more. He's just not so sure how to go about getting her when he's supposed to be dating his best friend and she's very much taken. Trying to convince Brendon of the truth will be Spencer's toughest role yet.
→ This is another one with them as a background pairing but they're just so cute. Ah the things fake relationships can do to you :D