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Title: Here's Your Lullaby (Good Night)
Rating: NC-17 (Character death, language, implied sex, cheating)
Pairing: Jon/Ryan, side Ryan/Brendon
Summary: This was something Jon didn't know how to cope with.
Disclaimer: I do not in any way own the boys/lyrics/title mentioned. The song belongs to Jon Walker, not me. This did not happen. And if you happen to be in this story, CLOSE THIS PAGE, DAMMIT! We do not need another Empires incident.
Author's Notes: So, there are so many things I've changed around on this thing, and I'm still not happy with it. I feel like Ryan and Jon are a little out of character. Truthfully, I don't really like reading sad stories like this, so I have no idea why I'm writing one. The idea just came to me. And it just so happens that Jon decided to release "Lullaby" a few days ago, and it totally worked with this story. (Good job, JWalk!) This is pre-split, 2009.
Flashbacks are in blue.
I can't hear your words out of Brendon's mouth. Not without you here.