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school and life is really close to too much right now. this 5 day weekend s a really nice relief though. if i didnt get it i think i would have exploded, and by that i mean i would have lashed out at someone or something, more violently than usual or somewhere where it could really mess something up like at Sara or at school. it really scares me to think about it, Sara is just about my only way to relax and hurting her would kill me, i dont think i could ever do or say anything to hurt her intentionally. this week has been really good though, aside from my problem, wich will hopefully be fixed soon. i dont want to be on any medicine anymore. im going to tell this to the doctor, but as usual hell probably blow it off and give me something different to try. i think a lot of my depression comes from knowing that im taking antidepressants, seriously.
i love spending time with Sara though. the more the better. it doesnt matter what were doing, as long as shes right there with me, im happy. shes is what i live for and my motivation to succede.
i love you, see you soon.
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i love spending time with Sara though. the more the better. it doesnt matter what were doing, as long as shes right there with me, im happy. shes is what i live for and my motivation to succede.
i love you, see you soon.
<3<3<3<3