NO MORE!
Ok, so I have this problem. I've had it for a long time.
For some reason I attract guys who used to be fat and have low self esteem.
I mean, I have nothing against fat people.
(Except the fact that I think they should get off their fat asses and do something to loose some weight so they canbe healthier and live longer. But that's for their best interest.)
But I have alot against people with low selfesteem.
Especially when I express interest in them.
And they express interest in me.
It brings me down.
They doubt their self worth,and question why I'm with them.
Or they question why I want to see them.
OBVIOUSLY I'M WITH YOU BECAUSE I LIKE YOU!
"You're too beautiful to be with someone like me."
"How could a great person like you be interested in a person like me?"
FUCKEN A!
How about I shave my head, wear men's clothing and go by the name "Earl!"
Will I be "lowly" enough then?
I'm sick and tired of people glorifying me!
Ok, I'm pretty. I'm smart. I'm a great person.
WHO GIVES A FLYING FUCK!
I have feelings to.
And just becuase I'm all those things, it doesn't mean I'm not human.
I make mistakes.
I LIKE PEOPLE WHO MAKE MISTAKES!
I like people who are different then me.
If I wanted a Brad Pitt kind of a boyfriend,
I wouldn't be a Rennie, I wouldn't Rave, I wouldn't listen to heavy metal.
I wouldn't go to punk shows. I wouldn't be me.
I'd be another Barbie sucked into the world the media creates.
And all of those who are my friends,
And all of those I know now,
I wouldn't know.
I'd be embaressed to be seen with any of you.
But I'm not.
I love you all.
Screw my "beauty!"
All it's done is cursed me!
I LOVE NATURE'S IMPERFECTIONS!
They make the world so interesting,
And they create the people I hold so dear to my heart.
Screw the Brad Pitt boyfriends,
I'd take a Bill Gates, a Jonny Depp, an Ozzy Osbourne!
Just throw some interesting people at me,
Who are individuals with minds of their own.
I'll be happy.
~*~FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE INTERESTED IN ME ROMANTICALLY~*~
I like confidence.
I like self esteem.
I like individualism.
I like imperfections.
I like intellegence.
I like the unique things in this world.
I like spirituality.
I like HUMOR!
I like those who are caring.
I like athleticism.
I LIKE PEOPLE WHO AREN'T AFRAID TO BE THEMSELVES!
*If you have me by your side, please don't doubt why I'm there. It hurts me more then it hurts you.
MY GOD! It's 3:30am... I need sleep... No more angry ranting for me...
For some reason I attract guys who used to be fat and have low self esteem.
I mean, I have nothing against fat people.
(Except the fact that I think they should get off their fat asses and do something to loose some weight so they canbe healthier and live longer. But that's for their best interest.)
But I have alot against people with low selfesteem.
Especially when I express interest in them.
And they express interest in me.
It brings me down.
They doubt their self worth,and question why I'm with them.
Or they question why I want to see them.
OBVIOUSLY I'M WITH YOU BECAUSE I LIKE YOU!
"You're too beautiful to be with someone like me."
"How could a great person like you be interested in a person like me?"
FUCKEN A!
How about I shave my head, wear men's clothing and go by the name "Earl!"
Will I be "lowly" enough then?
I'm sick and tired of people glorifying me!
Ok, I'm pretty. I'm smart. I'm a great person.
WHO GIVES A FLYING FUCK!
I have feelings to.
And just becuase I'm all those things, it doesn't mean I'm not human.
I make mistakes.
I LIKE PEOPLE WHO MAKE MISTAKES!
I like people who are different then me.
If I wanted a Brad Pitt kind of a boyfriend,
I wouldn't be a Rennie, I wouldn't Rave, I wouldn't listen to heavy metal.
I wouldn't go to punk shows. I wouldn't be me.
I'd be another Barbie sucked into the world the media creates.
And all of those who are my friends,
And all of those I know now,
I wouldn't know.
I'd be embaressed to be seen with any of you.
But I'm not.
I love you all.
Screw my "beauty!"
All it's done is cursed me!
I LOVE NATURE'S IMPERFECTIONS!
They make the world so interesting,
And they create the people I hold so dear to my heart.
Screw the Brad Pitt boyfriends,
I'd take a Bill Gates, a Jonny Depp, an Ozzy Osbourne!
Just throw some interesting people at me,
Who are individuals with minds of their own.
I'll be happy.
~*~FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE INTERESTED IN ME ROMANTICALLY~*~
I like confidence.
I like self esteem.
I like individualism.
I like imperfections.
I like intellegence.
I like the unique things in this world.
I like spirituality.
I like HUMOR!
I like those who are caring.
I like athleticism.
I LIKE PEOPLE WHO AREN'T AFRAID TO BE THEMSELVES!
*If you have me by your side, please don't doubt why I'm there. It hurts me more then it hurts you.
MY GOD! It's 3:30am... I need sleep... No more angry ranting for me...