Dec 16, 2005 07:59
Andrew fails in life.
FAILS!
He was supposed to come over and give me sex today...
Instead he blew me off for his friends.
I don't mean to sound vain,
BUT ME!
I think I'm attractive enough to NOT BE BLOWN OFF!!
That's not even the best part.
Then he had the audasoity to say that I shouldn't be disappointed,
I shouldn't be upset.
He made it out to be like I was all butt hurt about it,
That I made it seem like we were dating...
WHAT A SELF-CENTERED ARROGANT PIG!!!
Fuck my feelings for him up his ass!
I have made it absolutely clear that I just want sex from him.
And I'm not pressing that I have feelings for him.
I haven't brought it up once.
GLEH!
WTF is his problem anyways?
Seriously...
That's sooo pathetic!
He's fucking gorgeous,
But I'm not going to stand that shit.
Ok,
He made plans with Zack,
Then made plans with me.
I can get over being ditched,
But talking to me like that.
NO!
I don't think so.
Even for a fuck buddy,
I deserve better then that.
I don't know where he got the sick twisted notion that I was all emo status on it.
Yes,
I've had a bad week.
I'd like to take some anger out on his cock.
Ok,
I'm not going to get it.
BIG DEAL!
What does he expect me to do?
Cry emo tears in the closet?
Bottom line...
I'm seriously over the whole Andrew thing.
Sure he can be great.
He's gorgeous.
But he can take his self-centered, arrogant pride to someone who cares.
His iggnorance for all things obvious baffels me...
I NEED A NEW FUCK BUDDY!!!