Jan 14, 2006 18:39
Ah, I finally got back here! Anyway, I checked my email, (haven't done so in about a week or so..). Anyway, two of the mods of Smoke and Mirrors, Ravyn and Dragonsdaugter, explained the reason I didn't get into S and M. One of them also said I was angry or something.
The truth is, I was disappointed but it's probably true. I probably won't have time to even continue Shattered Dreams despite my earlier hopes. Ch 2 was getting along very well until I realized my error (the same one from my last post) and re-edited it. Then, I have to actually go over it this time again for errors and mistakes because I'm my own beta reader. Kind of sad, actually. But then again, none of my friends know I write fanfiction. They know I read it some times and USED to be obbessed with anime and manga. But that's about all.
Anyway, hahaha, anyway is one of my favorite words.
Cough, cough, cough...
Anyway, back to my life. Boarding school is being a pain in the ass again. I haven't slept more than six hours in the past week. Worse of all, I had to go to Saturday classes this morning. We don't always have them, only about half-2/3 of the school year but they are always a pain in the ass.
Concerning Shattered Dreams - As I said earlier, I might not finish it. If you're one of the ten people who actually like that story, you might be disappointed. I'm just plain pissed off. I would like to finish it but my free time is spent doing homework. I have a five hours of homework (on a good day, I'm not exaggerating ) in which the school gives two-hours of study time. So, I have to fit in about three hours of homework sometime. That sometime is lunch, dinner, and my supposed sleep time. So, writing, unless it's my English essay, is not really on the top of my list right now. I would like to continue but it seeems like a waste.
I might possibly come back but it's unlikely it's going to be before my next break. And even during then, I pray my muse hits me with some good ideas. Writing now for me is just limited to homework and the occasionaly (internet and book) journal entries.
with as much love as a heartless bitch can give,
stoneprincess