Ninety-Ninth Entry
For a while I have considered myself to be an all around nice guy. Generally attentive and caring of other people and their needs. Recently, I have discovered that I am none of these. I'm perhaps one of the most selfish and despicable persons I've ever had the joy of dealing with. But in all seriousness, I'm an ass, I'm cold, I don't listen to others and in turn I only think of how they can benefit me. I hate this harsh humanness that is myself. Hell even this entry is filled with "I". Its just sickening.