Summer

[stonedbyreality]

This summer is turning out to be breaking the ritual of chaotic summers. I don't know but something's very different. I haven't been doing too much lately but I suppose that's almost a good thing because I've been able to think more and read more and write more and draw more. I think it's going to be a rather productive summer in that aspect but

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[earlysunsets]

Kapow. Well we both know how much I have struggled with the idea. Now that I am finally in a relationship that is worth it, I speak with more wisdom that I had previously possessed. You see, when I was alone I so arrogantly denied any existance of something that you can see everyday. Because the fact was, I was jealous and impatient and it was easier to pretend something wasn't real because that way I wouldn't be frustrated about not posessing it. Love is something that has been around since the begining of time it would seem and yes, it has been scientifically proven. Scientists measured brainwaves and apparently when people who are in love, they think with a different part of the brain or something of the sort. Either way, I think passion has been given a bad name. We attach the word "lust" to it and suddenly we are flooded by Dante Inferno-like Hell images of sluts and v.d. I think sexual attraction is what begins the process of love, I'm not sure exactly when it turns into "love". Everyone I've asked have said that you just "know". What a cop out. But its not even a dependance thing, I think it will be when one is able to feel completely comfortable as a system, reach an equilibrium. Oh God, science creeping its way in... Like a balance and complete appreciation of the other person, even their flaws. Yet you still have your own identity, capiche? I am tres tired and rambling and don't know really what I am talking about but anywho the effort was there. Do not fret, kelly will get herself a fine young man with a heart that is bigger than his head. But she won't mind.