Hell it's still here
Wish I could say things are going great but they aren't as i feel more lost now than I did before. Feeling like avoiding online for a few days as things going on there i just want to avoid for my own mental well being. No ones fault just need time to adjust to things as the closer to xmas it gets the worse the feelings inside of being alone increase which i'm sure people will understand. Seems 10 times worse with depression affecting them as well.
Finally sleeping ok thanks to sleeping pills but they just mean i wake up less often during the night and get longer sleeping. It isn't a straight through sleep but a lot better than before.
Some good luck and stuff came my way though won £20 on lottery and got my long awaited sick pay from my work after I left them. So a nice bank balance there to keep safe for any trips and i can use the incapacity benefits to do the odd side trip here there for visitng people and photography.
Will have a think over the next day or so and decide what i'm doing with online stuff as much as i want to avoid it for a few days i need it for the safety net my friends provide :(
SCM
Finally sleeping ok thanks to sleeping pills but they just mean i wake up less often during the night and get longer sleeping. It isn't a straight through sleep but a lot better than before.
Some good luck and stuff came my way though won £20 on lottery and got my long awaited sick pay from my work after I left them. So a nice bank balance there to keep safe for any trips and i can use the incapacity benefits to do the odd side trip here there for visitng people and photography.
Will have a think over the next day or so and decide what i'm doing with online stuff as much as i want to avoid it for a few days i need it for the safety net my friends provide :(
SCM