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[stonebender]

I was looking through Facebook today (which I mostly hate, but everyone seems to be over there) and someone I used to know had posted pictures of a memorial of someone I never knew. The memorial was attended by three or four people that I no longer see. They were connected to a "church" I used to attend and It got me thinking. It's been such a long

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[tracytreefrog]

I can see what you liked in the AMUH the few gatherings I went to there was what I feel as an energy there. However the last one I went to I was told by one of the men possesed? not sure if that is the correct word. But he basically told me to eat better and lose weight that spoiled it for me.
It is strange to me that I didn't really believe in an after life for along time. But as Cheryls Childeren grew I kinda hoped there was a Heaven. I guess because I couldn't stand the idea that this life was all there was I wanted to think there was an afterlife where they would be safe and happy when they are no longer here in this life. It has come more and more home to me since Tyler is going to be deployed. I guess I am kinda just babling. But thanks for the space for me to do it! I hope at some point you find your peaceful center.

[19_crows]

This is interesting to read. I had wondered if you were still part of the Umbanda when you hadn't mentioned it in a while.

If you "want something to fill that part" of you, I think it's reasonable to explore different things. But I know what you mean - I wonder if I seem like a California flake for having been involved in several different spiritual paths. Well, I guess that's why they call it a "path". Good luck.