Megan O'Leary
haven't updated in awhile. i guess i just don't have reason to update much anymore. 10th grade has been the worst for me out of all my years. people just grow apart i guess. i remember saying how nothing would come between us and before we knew it something had. i dont know what i would call it, i mean we promise eachother so much when we really both know that nothing is going to change. it's like we're two different people now. you dont know how much i cry knowing that it could never be the same, and knowing that it probably wont be, no matter how much we dont want to hear it. i dont know how to act infront of you anymore, when i do see you it seems like i have to try, and i dont like that. i dont even know you. why wont you just call i know im not busy ever. and it sucks when i see you in public that all we know how to do is wave to eachother, when last year we would have been there together. you say im the one that faded when really i cant be the only one to blame.. i wish we could just erase this year and start over. but the past is in the past.
i miss you more then you know
i miss you more then you know