Jan 16, 2007 23:48
what of this feeling? you know the one. the one that compels you to run out into the snow barren streets, screaming at the top of your lungs...cancer of the mind, by-product of a teratogenic past? what is this? Wherer does it come from and would you change it if you could? make yourself sane at the flip of the switch. then it comes to questiong what is sanity, what is normality? Looking back on better times, were any of them really any better, or was it always the same slow gnawing.
I knew this girl once. I promise you don't know her. She lost her mind once. At least thats what the CAT-scans said. She wandered out into the night one time. Some deluded false purpose. She became functional, but she told me she stopped feeling. On a good day she could still cry.