To Whom it May Concern:
Live Journal's can really be a boil on your ass when they fall into the wrong hands, and on that note, I have one thing to say.
If I have a night like tonight ever again over something that I said on a live journal, I'm printing off what I've got and pulling the plug on this shit.
And by the way, no good deed goes unpunsished on Homecoming Night.
I love you Sarah, I'm so sorry it affected me as much as it did and as much as it is even now... I'm sorry that when you picked up the phone it wasn't me, I'm sorry I never picked up the phone to say goodnight, I'm sorry I couldn't be as strong in the aftermath as I was in the heat of the moment, and I'm sorry for what happened to our beautiful, beautiful night. In some ways it's not my fault, but in a lot of ways it is, and you didn't deserve to be caught up in it at all. I said I'd regret it and now I do... but I swear to you this will NEVER happen again.
Outside of our relationship and everything that we share and are to each other, I am never again being the good guy for anyone else. I support now who I supported then and what I believed then I believe now, but when they say the truth hurts, sometimes it hurts more to the mouth then the ears.
I love you. This did not ruin the dance for me and you are the sweetest most magical girl ever, don't apologize for crying. Your tears felt like fire in my heart, the look on your face was like a knife right in my chest... and for as much of a night as is worth remembering for the right reasons... I will never forgive her for that. That memory will last as long as every sweet, precious moment throughout that dance.... and she will never have to pay for that the way we will. That I'm sorry for. And I love you.
Goodnight my angel.
If I have a night like tonight ever again over something that I said on a live journal, I'm printing off what I've got and pulling the plug on this shit.
And by the way, no good deed goes unpunsished on Homecoming Night.
I love you Sarah, I'm so sorry it affected me as much as it did and as much as it is even now... I'm sorry that when you picked up the phone it wasn't me, I'm sorry I never picked up the phone to say goodnight, I'm sorry I couldn't be as strong in the aftermath as I was in the heat of the moment, and I'm sorry for what happened to our beautiful, beautiful night. In some ways it's not my fault, but in a lot of ways it is, and you didn't deserve to be caught up in it at all. I said I'd regret it and now I do... but I swear to you this will NEVER happen again.
Outside of our relationship and everything that we share and are to each other, I am never again being the good guy for anyone else. I support now who I supported then and what I believed then I believe now, but when they say the truth hurts, sometimes it hurts more to the mouth then the ears.
I love you. This did not ruin the dance for me and you are the sweetest most magical girl ever, don't apologize for crying. Your tears felt like fire in my heart, the look on your face was like a knife right in my chest... and for as much of a night as is worth remembering for the right reasons... I will never forgive her for that. That memory will last as long as every sweet, precious moment throughout that dance.... and she will never have to pay for that the way we will. That I'm sorry for. And I love you.
Goodnight my angel.