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Well, I ended up going to Corpus this weekend. I had a really good time. i didn't even sleep Friday night, I was too drunk/drugged up. Haha, but it was fun. i got a little bit of a cat nap in. We were all hanging out at Mikey's. It was so good to see him, i missed him so much! and now I miss him again! Saturday we went surfing and I forgot my wetsuit so it was fucking cold as hell! I was the only one out there without one on, so needless to say i didn't stay out that long. But I still had a really fun time. Saturday night wasn't AS crazy, cuz i was pretty tired by that point, but it was still fun. i ended up staying until monday because i was too tired to drive back sunday night.
i really miss corpus and i really want to move back. and it's not even because of Mikey, that is just a plus. it's like, i miss my small town. i remember a couple of years ago talking w/ my friend and saying that i would be perfectly fine if i never left corpus. because it really does have a lot to offer. i could go to school at A & M down there for interior design. i miss being able to know my way around town and be able to get almost anywhere in under 10 minutes. if i livede in corpus i would get a job with kacie and i know i would love it. i can not believe that i left the ocean! i love the ocean and i just can not believe that i left it. i want to move back, but i dont think i can. I'm supposed to be getting an apartment w/ Cary whenever she gets enough cash to move up here, so i'm kind of tied down to staying here. and if i "move back" i'll kinda feel like a loser. but i am super depressed up here and i was super happy this weekend. but what really sucks is im too afraid to show this emotion with my family.
i really miss corpus and i really want to move back. and it's not even because of Mikey, that is just a plus. it's like, i miss my small town. i remember a couple of years ago talking w/ my friend and saying that i would be perfectly fine if i never left corpus. because it really does have a lot to offer. i could go to school at A & M down there for interior design. i miss being able to know my way around town and be able to get almost anywhere in under 10 minutes. if i livede in corpus i would get a job with kacie and i know i would love it. i can not believe that i left the ocean! i love the ocean and i just can not believe that i left it. i want to move back, but i dont think i can. I'm supposed to be getting an apartment w/ Cary whenever she gets enough cash to move up here, so i'm kind of tied down to staying here. and if i "move back" i'll kinda feel like a loser. but i am super depressed up here and i was super happy this weekend. but what really sucks is im too afraid to show this emotion with my family.