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so the last few posts have been from working at actors theatre, promoting shows, fyi.
however i do have real drama, shit that i dont want to talk about, but need to. and even though i need to talk about it, everyone is sick of hearing it, and i cant just post it on here, bc anything written is proof. let my just say, im fucking up my life, and work is a major part of it. but i cant help it, i love what is bad for me. mentally or physically if it fucks me up or fucks me over, im going to do, and im going to go at it hard. this post may not make a whole lot of sense unless you know me extremely well and even then you still may not get it, but ive been up all night studying, its finals week and i cant even concentrait on anything, bc i have to find a way to get a fucking plane ticket to VA, and well as find a way to get him off my mind. i hate school, i hate not having any money, and more than anything i fucking hate max and ermas. i hope that when they open up olive garden the ermas goes under, i hope it rots in hell. that build, that place, and those people are a major source, of all my issues. yet i keep going back, everyday. i could get another serving job anywhere and probably make better money, but drama is an addiction, and i cant give it up. i cant give him up. not yet.
the used is coming to dayton
that makes me happy
however i do have real drama, shit that i dont want to talk about, but need to. and even though i need to talk about it, everyone is sick of hearing it, and i cant just post it on here, bc anything written is proof. let my just say, im fucking up my life, and work is a major part of it. but i cant help it, i love what is bad for me. mentally or physically if it fucks me up or fucks me over, im going to do, and im going to go at it hard. this post may not make a whole lot of sense unless you know me extremely well and even then you still may not get it, but ive been up all night studying, its finals week and i cant even concentrait on anything, bc i have to find a way to get a fucking plane ticket to VA, and well as find a way to get him off my mind. i hate school, i hate not having any money, and more than anything i fucking hate max and ermas. i hope that when they open up olive garden the ermas goes under, i hope it rots in hell. that build, that place, and those people are a major source, of all my issues. yet i keep going back, everyday. i could get another serving job anywhere and probably make better money, but drama is an addiction, and i cant give it up. i cant give him up. not yet.
the used is coming to dayton
that makes me happy