sry about that ppl
serioulsy i dont know what was wrong with me i woke up not feeling well and my mom made me go to school anyways and when i got out of teh car to go into school i just burst out in to tears i have know clue why and wish i haddnt. i have only ever cryed in school TWICE, and i have good reasons for those, one was when jenn had he little seziur thing and went tot he hospitle and i was just as worried as every1 eles and i didnt know nething but scince her and i were best friends they thought i knew everything and me just thinking of he condition made me cry, and earlyer this year when i went to guidence cuz of sammi issues, and i HATE ppl seeing me cry the only person who ever has was jay. and that was on accident. and i have no clue to why i was crying today. all first and in to 2nd. and mr. B made it wores to. and it made me cry even more not knowing y i was crying. i think it was becasue i havnt been able to cry in so long so i couldnt relese nething building up inside of me and lately i have been thinking to much and not knowing what to do and i just ened up confusing myself and i think thats what started the whole thing. and my friends just added to it by asking me whats wrong and shit, not that i dont appriceate it but, today i didnt know what was wrong and people would not accept that a kept badgering me about it. some people i know care and if i knew would tell them but others just r nosey and the nosey ones were the ones asking mostly. excluding Ben(who kindly lent me his shoulder and didnt really ask) Jay(who was kinda leading me to figure out why) Sammi(who is my bestfriend and deffinalty gave me her shoulder when every1 eles wouldnt shut up and i had to get away) and Lindsay(whom i love and sry for ignoring)
and after that whole episode i was just really tired and couldnt find time in any class to sleep, but ened up sleeping in anthro. and Jt gave me a ride home so i home early not having to deal with friends, and now i have a fuck load of homework todo and pack and shit for tommrow. and today should not have even started.
and after that whole episode i was just really tired and couldnt find time in any class to sleep, but ened up sleeping in anthro. and Jt gave me a ride home so i home early not having to deal with friends, and now i have a fuck load of homework todo and pack and shit for tommrow. and today should not have even started.