singing songs that make you slit your wrists, it isnt that much fun staring down a loaded gun

[stolenspotlight]

×so i suck at school. for the first month of second semester i didnt do any closeup homework, i dont know why, i just was trying to rebel or something i guess? now i have a C- in that class, i dont know if it will get up to a B for report cards, im hoping that it does. in math, im absouloutley terrible with algebra. its not that i dont try, im even reading over the book trying to teach myself, but it isnt helping, im just disapointed cause i actually am trying, and nothing seems to be working, im fine with the geomety and stat's i've gotten a perfect score on those tests, but algebra i dont think i've gotten above a C, and its killing me, i just cant get it and with finals coming up its stressing me out so bad.

×latley i feel bad about everything, like if i forget to say thanks, and when i see people less fortunate than me, and knowing there are so many things i take for granted, i just feel so guilty all the time, and im not even doing anything wrong...

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