the hand behind this pen relieves a failure everyday
×so my first saturday night of break im spending babysitting, this is amazing. but this family did get me a marshall fields gift certificate, so thats always good. :)
×haha i got the new eminem CD, i like most of it.. haha it has some hilarious songs on it :)
×tomorrow my dad got tickets to the lions game, so i think Samee is coming with me, that should be fun if it all works out.
×today was such a boring day, im glad im not doing cheerleading anymore, but now i have SO much free time on my hands and dont know what to do with it, im scared im gonna get really fat now that im not working out. i want to workout at lifetime, or something cause i really do like working out... i just cant motivate myself to go get out and do something productive. everyday all i do is sleep. i wake up at 10 or 11... walk around my house, talk on the phone, eat..then go listen to music and fall asleep again. my mom thinks somethings wrong with me, cause im always asleep, but i dont care, music and sleep are my two favorite things right now.
×man i cant stand some people, the ones that say things like 'how are you im worried about you' etc... but they also talk behind your back constantly thinking that you wont find out? or something, its ridiculous (sp?)
×christmas is almost here, im still not excited.. dont know why just not quite in the holiday spirit yet.
×im lying to myself and this daggers my excuse...