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Well....Hmmm....I've being doing pretty good lately! ^.^
Updates!
I got my eyebrow piercing ripped out. So I have to wait for it to heal untill I can get it repierced.
Chris is amazing. I love that boy so much.
I went to a picnic yesterday. Brooks pissed at me because of it, but oh well. I had lots of fun at the picnic. It was a lot of people from Avanti and some I had never met. We just hung out, did very silly things, and everyone found out that my past sexual experiences have been quite odd. Past being the keyword there.
I GOT LAID FINALLY! But...it's weird because I have a really painful gash on my back from it. I don't know how I feel about that. It's not like a cut, it's where my skin has been ripped. I like pain, but I'm not sure about my skin being ripped. I liked how it felt at the time, but not right now. I don't like it right now. I have a lot of bruises though. ^.^' I didn't get off, and I got left with the female version of blue balls. Which I'm not liking come now. But he was convinced I was going to get sick because e's still sick. And I'm not. Hehehehe.
Ummm...what else. I've been getting a lot of sleep lately. Which is weird, because I usually am incapable of it. But lately. Wow.
I do feel as if I screwed things up with Brittany again. She was really upset over Head leaving Korn, and I replied to her post about it, saying that it wasn't the end of the world and that she still could listen to the old albums and could still listen to them as they were and draw the strength she draws from them still. And she got upset and said I didn't understand and stuff. So I think I screwed things up there once more.
I had a very horrible time at my fathers. A very horrible one indeed. More lies, more veiled hatred from my stepmother. I don't think I care for the person my little sister is becoming. I don't think she'll end up in a good situation. Not at all.
My bedroom is a mess. I haven't been up for cleaning it. Just haven't had the patience.
My mother is going insane still but things have been going pretty well with us all. We're all getting along very well right not. But Fair Season is coming up so that will change. But we all love each other so I'm not too worried. Just not looking foreward to it.
I have to go get dressed now. Ivy will be over soon.
Updates!
I got my eyebrow piercing ripped out. So I have to wait for it to heal untill I can get it repierced.
Chris is amazing. I love that boy so much.
I went to a picnic yesterday. Brooks pissed at me because of it, but oh well. I had lots of fun at the picnic. It was a lot of people from Avanti and some I had never met. We just hung out, did very silly things, and everyone found out that my past sexual experiences have been quite odd. Past being the keyword there.
I GOT LAID FINALLY! But...it's weird because I have a really painful gash on my back from it. I don't know how I feel about that. It's not like a cut, it's where my skin has been ripped. I like pain, but I'm not sure about my skin being ripped. I liked how it felt at the time, but not right now. I don't like it right now. I have a lot of bruises though. ^.^' I didn't get off, and I got left with the female version of blue balls. Which I'm not liking come now. But he was convinced I was going to get sick because e's still sick. And I'm not. Hehehehe.
Ummm...what else. I've been getting a lot of sleep lately. Which is weird, because I usually am incapable of it. But lately. Wow.
I do feel as if I screwed things up with Brittany again. She was really upset over Head leaving Korn, and I replied to her post about it, saying that it wasn't the end of the world and that she still could listen to the old albums and could still listen to them as they were and draw the strength she draws from them still. And she got upset and said I didn't understand and stuff. So I think I screwed things up there once more.
I had a very horrible time at my fathers. A very horrible one indeed. More lies, more veiled hatred from my stepmother. I don't think I care for the person my little sister is becoming. I don't think she'll end up in a good situation. Not at all.
My bedroom is a mess. I haven't been up for cleaning it. Just haven't had the patience.
My mother is going insane still but things have been going pretty well with us all. We're all getting along very well right not. But Fair Season is coming up so that will change. But we all love each other so I'm not too worried. Just not looking foreward to it.
I have to go get dressed now. Ivy will be over soon.