just more fucking bullshit
so if you haven't heard that latest you are about hear it cause i am bored and currently working on fixing this current situation. so here it goes.
i came home from work um...wed. night...no i think it was thursday. anyways. michael came down to visit and was at the neighbors so i just went into my apartment cause i was tired as hell. anyways, i walk in and the apartment smells like dirty nasty shit. and turn around and elise and jordan are sitting on the couch watching tv. i go.."what smells in here, it smells like shit." and jordans says "well i was smoking." and i angerly said "outside?!" and him or elise say "no i'm/he's by the window" and i was said "no one is suppose to smoke in the apartment and this is why it smells like shit." and i angerly go to my room. so michael comes in we say hello hug blah blah, i'm still pissed and tell him happened. so i went out to the kitchen to fix myself some popcorn. and i notice all the beer/smirnoff tops layin on the counter and joking i say geez guys are you guys drunk. they laugh and say we're feeling it. so elise get's up and is like can i have fix some popcorn too and i say yeah that's fine. so while she's fixing her popcorn michael and i are standing there and i am still bitching about jordan smoking in the apartment. and elise says................
"well you guys smoke pot in here." and i said "yeah cause you told us too! if you want us to go outside that's fine we can. but you told us too, i never said people could smoke in the apartment. especially cigars!" and michael is agreeing and putting in his own words similar to mine. except i also think he said something about jordan being a drunk. (ok, now...before i go on...for the record...i have only smoked pot like 3 or 4 times since i've been down here and it has been almost 2 months since i had. so it's not like we smoke all the time at all cause that's just not true.) anyways, so michael and i leave to go back to my room cause they had taken over the living room and i just wanted to relax. so michael closes the door behind him and thank god he locked it too cause no less than 3 minutes later jordan hits my door. at first i thought it was a joke. then he starts yelling " michael you got a problem with me open up this fucking door." and i jumped up. i was so scared cause he pounding on my door so hard. and he keeps yelling. and we're like jordan go away your drunk and you can hear elise say jordan stop. so i call elise. she answers after several rings and i was like "what the fuck!!!!" and she goes "your boyfriend was bitching at me." and i said "no he wasn't! he said the same things i did!" and she hung up the phone. then he comes back trying to pound my door in. yelling and what not. i told him if he doesn't stop he's going need to leave. and he's still yelling so i tell him to get the fuck out of the apartment. we hear him stop and then hear rumaging in elise's room then the front door slam shut. so we wait a while. then came out of the bedroom. they had left. so we call michael's dad and i call my mom asking for advice on what to do. and they tell us just to be calm, safe, keep the doors locked, if he comes back to call the cops, blah blah. so we do. ( well, we took stuff to the trash outside, apparently jordan was so mad he broke his beer bottle in front of the neighbors porch. they have a 2 year old son who loves to play outside. they were thrilled. yeah.)
sorry this is forever long to those who are reading this...i think i'm venting my frustration as well.
so next day i get a text from my mom. saying if jordan tries anything to tell her cause it won't last. i text back and asked what she did. apparently just talking to me isn't good enough as an ADULT (you will hear this word a lot soon), she ended up calling elise's dad and told him what was going on. she didn't even give elise and i 12 hours to work things out..... so anyways, i was pissed. and then moments later i get a call saying that i need to call her asap no matter where i was at or what i was doing. (great). i tell her i'm working (like i have been everyday for the past 7 days in a row as of now) and she text do you do drugs. so i at this point i'm beyond pissed and to top that i'm at work and can't do anything. so i ask my awesome manager if i can call her and he lets me. so i do...she doesn't pick up. so i try again. still no answer. i call michael tell him what's up. hang up and try my mom again. she picks up and is yelling at me cause i'm mad she called elise's dad. tells me how i'm not grown up and how i don't appreciate her and then hangs up. so i'm crying. cause i'm pissed she's pissed and she won't understand what i'm trying to say. so then i go into work crying and i just ask to leave to cause i knew i couldn't make it the rest of the night. and he being all bewildered let's me go in deep concern (god i love that kid, in a professional way). i call michael and crying to him and he calms me down some is talking with his dad. his dad has been there done that and understands, so i'm really thankful to have him, plus he loves me which helps all the better. anyways, i decide to call elise's dad just to let him know my side of the story. they seemed irritated i called but he listened to me blubbering as i was on the phone trying to explain myself. and all he said was "why would you smoke pot in the apartment when you know elise is against that." FUCKING BULLSHIT....she fucking told us too!! what a bitch. so now, i'm pissed out of my mind. although after much talking with other people and much convincing me not to be childish. i did text her and apologize for my mom calling her dad. and that's all i think i should have to apologize for. over an hour later i recieve a text back (we were in the same apartment alone for like an hour and she didn't say one word to me. so i went to tammy's{neighbors} so i could be with michael.) she text back and says i'm sorry i'm just still not ready to talk. night. WHAT A FUCKING BITCH! i swear to god. i'm going to shoot someone.
and to put the topping on this cake. her dad said that if anyone stays the night he's going to break the lease...at least that's what my mom said. so michael and i have been at the neighbors but...she hasn't been home to know that...so i'm wondering what she told her dad. oh and my mom sent me a text saying if i wanted to be an adult i should start acting like one. and i text back and said how am i not. i ask her for advice not mommy i need help protect me. and she doesn't even give me 12 hours to work things out or at least try. she text back and says well i hope your ready to grow up. she did not get what i said at all.
god.
so now. i'm looking for cheap one bedroom apartments and hopefully a loan so i can move in there soon cause i also need it then i can pay it back when i get my extra school money back. that's why i need a loan now. i can't wait till sept. i won't have any place to go. i just hope i can get one.
anyways there's my long ass story of how my life is going. elise and i won't look at each other and just make bitchy gestures as in...we don't stay in the room together or she leaves the apartment. she doesn't have too cause techniqually it is her apartment too but oh well not my problem.
k well....i got to get off here so goodnight. wish me luck. if you have advice let me know.
i came home from work um...wed. night...no i think it was thursday. anyways. michael came down to visit and was at the neighbors so i just went into my apartment cause i was tired as hell. anyways, i walk in and the apartment smells like dirty nasty shit. and turn around and elise and jordan are sitting on the couch watching tv. i go.."what smells in here, it smells like shit." and jordans says "well i was smoking." and i angerly said "outside?!" and him or elise say "no i'm/he's by the window" and i was said "no one is suppose to smoke in the apartment and this is why it smells like shit." and i angerly go to my room. so michael comes in we say hello hug blah blah, i'm still pissed and tell him happened. so i went out to the kitchen to fix myself some popcorn. and i notice all the beer/smirnoff tops layin on the counter and joking i say geez guys are you guys drunk. they laugh and say we're feeling it. so elise get's up and is like can i have fix some popcorn too and i say yeah that's fine. so while she's fixing her popcorn michael and i are standing there and i am still bitching about jordan smoking in the apartment. and elise says................
"well you guys smoke pot in here." and i said "yeah cause you told us too! if you want us to go outside that's fine we can. but you told us too, i never said people could smoke in the apartment. especially cigars!" and michael is agreeing and putting in his own words similar to mine. except i also think he said something about jordan being a drunk. (ok, now...before i go on...for the record...i have only smoked pot like 3 or 4 times since i've been down here and it has been almost 2 months since i had. so it's not like we smoke all the time at all cause that's just not true.) anyways, so michael and i leave to go back to my room cause they had taken over the living room and i just wanted to relax. so michael closes the door behind him and thank god he locked it too cause no less than 3 minutes later jordan hits my door. at first i thought it was a joke. then he starts yelling " michael you got a problem with me open up this fucking door." and i jumped up. i was so scared cause he pounding on my door so hard. and he keeps yelling. and we're like jordan go away your drunk and you can hear elise say jordan stop. so i call elise. she answers after several rings and i was like "what the fuck!!!!" and she goes "your boyfriend was bitching at me." and i said "no he wasn't! he said the same things i did!" and she hung up the phone. then he comes back trying to pound my door in. yelling and what not. i told him if he doesn't stop he's going need to leave. and he's still yelling so i tell him to get the fuck out of the apartment. we hear him stop and then hear rumaging in elise's room then the front door slam shut. so we wait a while. then came out of the bedroom. they had left. so we call michael's dad and i call my mom asking for advice on what to do. and they tell us just to be calm, safe, keep the doors locked, if he comes back to call the cops, blah blah. so we do. ( well, we took stuff to the trash outside, apparently jordan was so mad he broke his beer bottle in front of the neighbors porch. they have a 2 year old son who loves to play outside. they were thrilled. yeah.)
sorry this is forever long to those who are reading this...i think i'm venting my frustration as well.
so next day i get a text from my mom. saying if jordan tries anything to tell her cause it won't last. i text back and asked what she did. apparently just talking to me isn't good enough as an ADULT (you will hear this word a lot soon), she ended up calling elise's dad and told him what was going on. she didn't even give elise and i 12 hours to work things out..... so anyways, i was pissed. and then moments later i get a call saying that i need to call her asap no matter where i was at or what i was doing. (great). i tell her i'm working (like i have been everyday for the past 7 days in a row as of now) and she text do you do drugs. so i at this point i'm beyond pissed and to top that i'm at work and can't do anything. so i ask my awesome manager if i can call her and he lets me. so i do...she doesn't pick up. so i try again. still no answer. i call michael tell him what's up. hang up and try my mom again. she picks up and is yelling at me cause i'm mad she called elise's dad. tells me how i'm not grown up and how i don't appreciate her and then hangs up. so i'm crying. cause i'm pissed she's pissed and she won't understand what i'm trying to say. so then i go into work crying and i just ask to leave to cause i knew i couldn't make it the rest of the night. and he being all bewildered let's me go in deep concern (god i love that kid, in a professional way). i call michael and crying to him and he calms me down some is talking with his dad. his dad has been there done that and understands, so i'm really thankful to have him, plus he loves me which helps all the better. anyways, i decide to call elise's dad just to let him know my side of the story. they seemed irritated i called but he listened to me blubbering as i was on the phone trying to explain myself. and all he said was "why would you smoke pot in the apartment when you know elise is against that." FUCKING BULLSHIT....she fucking told us too!! what a bitch. so now, i'm pissed out of my mind. although after much talking with other people and much convincing me not to be childish. i did text her and apologize for my mom calling her dad. and that's all i think i should have to apologize for. over an hour later i recieve a text back (we were in the same apartment alone for like an hour and she didn't say one word to me. so i went to tammy's{neighbors} so i could be with michael.) she text back and says i'm sorry i'm just still not ready to talk. night. WHAT A FUCKING BITCH! i swear to god. i'm going to shoot someone.
and to put the topping on this cake. her dad said that if anyone stays the night he's going to break the lease...at least that's what my mom said. so michael and i have been at the neighbors but...she hasn't been home to know that...so i'm wondering what she told her dad. oh and my mom sent me a text saying if i wanted to be an adult i should start acting like one. and i text back and said how am i not. i ask her for advice not mommy i need help protect me. and she doesn't even give me 12 hours to work things out or at least try. she text back and says well i hope your ready to grow up. she did not get what i said at all.
god.
so now. i'm looking for cheap one bedroom apartments and hopefully a loan so i can move in there soon cause i also need it then i can pay it back when i get my extra school money back. that's why i need a loan now. i can't wait till sept. i won't have any place to go. i just hope i can get one.
anyways there's my long ass story of how my life is going. elise and i won't look at each other and just make bitchy gestures as in...we don't stay in the room together or she leaves the apartment. she doesn't have too cause techniqually it is her apartment too but oh well not my problem.
k well....i got to get off here so goodnight. wish me luck. if you have advice let me know.