May 17, 2007 12:09
(i deleted the first half of this cause it was pretty brutal.)
how is possible to be so in love with someone and feel so much pain........................................
he lied. she lied. and i knew something was between them. that's just it. everyone denied it except derek. derek is honestly a real friend cause he told me cause he actually fucking cared even when someone said it was none of his business true friend's don't let friends get hurt.... everyone else hid it from me. mike's mad cause i told who told me the truth but then was...when i said i knew....he still denied it....that's what kills me....
when you love someone you tell them...............
i'm so hurt and broken hearted. and if i see that bitch i will fucking beat the shit out of her....