dreaming
my dreams are seriously starting to feel real
and like i never want to wake up.
i'm scared and i don't like it.
but i can't bring myself to get out from under my comfy covers especially in this freezing apartment.
i swear i'm going to freeze to death in here.
aw and i just want to say i love michael. we just cuddled and talked last night for hours. it was so nice. and he was ok cancelling dinner to go to somewhere cheaper with bon-bon's family. i love those kids and their mom.
i need a job. i've been thinking to much about the past and the future. or i just need to go study....yeah i need to do that...
and like i never want to wake up.
i'm scared and i don't like it.
but i can't bring myself to get out from under my comfy covers especially in this freezing apartment.
i swear i'm going to freeze to death in here.
aw and i just want to say i love michael. we just cuddled and talked last night for hours. it was so nice. and he was ok cancelling dinner to go to somewhere cheaper with bon-bon's family. i love those kids and their mom.
i need a job. i've been thinking to much about the past and the future. or i just need to go study....yeah i need to do that...