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well hello everyone.. it's been a long time since I've posted last.. well sort of.. but ya, I've been reading everyones posts and mostly thinking about Ellery's.. It really just makes you realize how much people drift apart. I mean god I remember being in grade 5 and me and Amber Friesen signing a "friendship contract" on always staying best friends, no matter what. And now look at us, I barely talk to her.. and it just makes me sad. But then I look at how I talk with Ellery, and how it seems like everythings back, how it used to be. So I guess it proves who really mean the most to you, and who you can just get back what you used to have with. But I mean, seriously, me and Ellery were best friends, and then the end of grade 6 hit and BAM! Everyone's gone, and spread out, Stacey and Traci gone to St.Johns... Ellery off to MBCI... it was automatic separation. And it's just so hard, to now realize it and how much everything changes.. and that not one person was there for every big thing in your life, except you. And that makes me sad because I've wanted someone whos gone through everything with me, but I've realized I've let those people go and drift away... so I guess now I'm hoping to get most of them back. It was just so awesome hanging out with Ellery again, and gosh seeing her family and Delanie, and Delanie like running and hugging me, I loved it cause I just remember how much time I used to spend there, and seeing Delanie when she was like just born, and so small.. and now what shes 8!?! It's scary.. but ya I just really got to thinking about everything and everyone, and who I want back in my life.. So we need to spend time together everybody. Especially our hockey game!!! Stacey, Ellery, Traci, Krystal(if you're not dead).. lets do it! Please? Or something, a movie even.. just something where we can talk about everything and anything. Haha and whatever happened to Sergio? And Desmond.. erhmm.. haha he was odd. Well ya, just.. get back to me on when and where and stuff =) And Ellery we have to have our hair-dying sleepover party please. Cause ya, it'll be fun =D
But yes, that was my rant/thoughts on growing up.. I'm not even getting started on my thoughts about the future.. cause haha this post is looking long already... =)
Well about my week/weekend. Yesterday *I think* I went shopping with Samara and met up with Alex and Destiny which was fun =) I bought a black shirt/sweater thing and a brown necklace with like big brown beads from Garage, then 2 pairs of earrings and bracelets from Ardenes. We took a bunch of pictures and got yelled at by some lady in Le Chateau for taking pictures haha ya as if we're going to steal Le Chateau's ideas and make our own hats and sell them, god hahaha! Uhh what else have I done lately... uhmm I went to andrew's house on Friday after my Pre-Cal exam and Alex drove me there =) Kinda fell asleep at his house for a bit haha even though I really tried not to. Theen went home and relaxed. Last night I slept at my aunts house with my cousins andd then today went home. Cleaned a little bit and now I'm here =) ahha. Talking tooo loverface and samara and scott and stephanie haha. AND listening to my Disney cd that I used to listen to like every night when I was little. I found it and I'm so happy =) Andd yes thats all haha.
I'm so very excited for next friday because it's Andrew's band's show at Hemp Rock Cafe =D I can't wait haha he's not very excited which I just don't understand haha. I'm excited, and Nicole's excited, so bah thats all that matters? Haha. Should be very very fun, this time I shall be watching him play, completely sober, but drunk on .. love? haha =D<3333 Then Saturday is my luber Alexandra Faye's birthday. Shes turning 17!!! God where does the time go?? It seems like yesterday our limo was driving through the sewage plant on your Sweet 16 haha! But ya, I luber you Alex, even though we fight ALOT. You're my best friend and I love you very much. =) And I wanna make your birthday extra-special... dunno how yet, but it will be, I guarantee it!!!
But yes, I'm off to bed to listen to my cd now, and shit Nicoles supposed to be calling me like now. haha crap.. Well, good night everybody I love you all. <33333 so very much.