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kayy so ive realized i havent posted in a whileee about my life. soo here goes?
uhmm.. me and my family put up our christmas tree and decorations. it was nice =) cause my mom came over and all, and iunno, it felt all good like before. like kinda unno something that brought us together again? unno, it was nice<3
what else.. uhmm.. supposably warped tour is coming to Winnipeg? im very excited if its true =) annd also supposably fall out boy/hawthorne heights/saves the day/ and from first to last are coming here february 24th? so im very excited for thattt =D
so0o today i woke up, went to the school to meet stephanie so we could finally finish our stupid english project, which we did. but its 20 minutes long haha. oh well hopefully we wont get in trouble. theen i went home eventually haha at like 5:00 theen showered n such, then alex picked mee up at like 6:00ish and we went to polo. alex bought a $22 earring ! which was POINTLESS ahhahaha and it was hell getting it in her ear but oh well. it looks good =) theen unno we looked around n such. i got 3 advent calendars finally! one for me, one for my sister, and one for andrew<3 haha. i also bought 6 wallet insert things for my dad.. haha. annd chapstick, water, lol chinese food... not really anything. i figured out half of andrews christmas present.. so woot! andd i found a jacket at rickies that i LOVE! its green, and amazingg<333 and im getting it for christmasss =D so im suppper excited. soo yes theen me and alex drove aroundd everywhere haha then went to shoppers, figured out andrews preseenntt<3 weent to tim's for doughnuttss and coffee, went to see david, then he ended up coming with us, then yaa went home.
so0o yes all in all it was a good night until after. unno i dont wanna say much right now cause ya unno. but people srsly have to realize how much family means to them. cause you really dont know how long people are going to be around. its completely unpredictable. but ya i just feel awful because theres nothing i can do but sit and wait to find out if things get better. he knows i love him and im here for him always, but somehow it doesnt feel like enough. i dunno, i just hope things get better. im praying. who knows if god will help with this. iunno if i actually believe in god. oh goodness, now im going in-depth, oh well.. praying helps i guess, to kinda.. reassure you about stuff. iunno i think its good to have faith in something. as unrealistic as it could be, its possible. i guess it helps to be able to hold on to that little bit of hope. that someone out there cares. whoever the heck it is. but yes... thats all i have to say, is that im gnna hope and pray for everything really. just, things are making me realize how important certain people are to me. and how it would affect me if i ever lost them.
-me