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working on christmas is not so fun. i hate the holidays like i always have. i really want to meet a nice/not crazy girl to spend my time with. there is always some hangup. i want to avoid those. the new girl is great and i like hanging out with her i did for like 6 days in row. even when i was working and keeping busy. looks wise she is out of my league what ever that means. i wish work was slower. i hate getting calls. i hate being at work i think i will only work until 5 or 6. im super tired and i dont feel like being here. i want to mirror the world with a smile. so im gonna keep trying and working putting myself out there. ive never been the sit on the sidelines kind of guy. hope your all having a good christmas. i hope mine gets better.