Nov 26, 2008 19:23
at last by etta james is playing behind me. i love that tune. im heading home after work to do some drinking alone. if you want to join just call. im in that holiday mood. i get really crazy around this time of the year. its not that im depressed as much as thing just bother me. i get frustrated easy. i dont feel love like i do in the summer. in the winter this season i get bogged down and cant function. im just keep going over things in my mind. tom im going to my friend lena's house ive been there for holidays before i feel a little weird because im not apart of there family but lena is like one of my best friends.
ive lost all desire to play magic lately i just dont have the desire. if i dont di well at the winter king tourney im gonna hang it up for good. i think the added pressure will increase my passion for the game. well happy holidays everybody so it begins. blah blah blah
bye
for now.
ilame.