the smiles that start us all

[stolenghost]

this can't be my Saturday night over. it's Sunday and I'm daydreaming of your voice. he gave me the heart to starve for your real life fantasy. where can i go from here. being in my sick sad cloud the scar on my belly leaves the pain only the pills can sing to sleep. but it's a savage morning waiting for me all alone. she works while i suffer. don't serve the soldier who steers you away from your fathers love. adopt me please i give myself freely. sometimes this feels like the end and all i want are the smiles. i love you i'll call you before i go to sleep.

bye for now.