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[stolenghost]

so me and amber broke up. or i should say i made the decison to leave amber. i love her and she is the best girl for me ive met. but we tried very hard three times and we argued all the time. it was to much to bare. constant jealousy and me and my horrible work ethic were are two biggest issues. i need to be able to take care of myself. and not have the support of another. im going to be single for a very long time. amber is my best friend and she has alot of things she want/needs to do which i cant be a part of. we will still be friends and i will always love her. she is my best friend. there will always be a million things that remind me of her songs movies poems ive wrote food days. the sound of certain places. i will prolly live with dugan and share a room to save money. i know it sounds sucky. but i dont mind ive couched surf plenty of times and dugan is a good guy. it will nice to be close to amber too. its like we can be together and apart. i miss her very much but this is for the best for us both and i know it. she refuses to see it. well people im going back to work. i love you all.

bye

for now.